slowdown I am trying to keep up

two weddings and two children and another baby Angel since I blinked last. and the promise of new life to be. God's gotta lots going on at Gardendale. the circle of life keeps turning. lost two great-grandmothers.one 102. the other 99. I will never understand why some things happen because. I guess he doesn't want me to but I will continue to believe. I can't take it all in as fast as it continues to evolve. I feel old. help me to be in the moment and NOT miss out on the specialness that comes each day. just me jbp